This is the end of the life that could have been. This is the end of my road and so shall it be. I had asked for donations from the world in order to get my family back but no one cared and no one dared to listen. They all viewed my donation campaign at http://gogetfunding.com/project/please-help-3 as well as http://www.gofundme.com/2sdanc. but they never cared to donate even a cent even though I have given to others when I had plenty. Even though I knocked and begged, no one cared to give and open the door.

I have been suffering for a long time and asked instead of robbing. I cannot rob because I am afraid to go to jail. My children do not have clothes and food. I suffer from HIV and made this public for everyone to see and yet no one cared.

What is the purpose of life I ask? There is simply no reason to go on living when nobody cares. I never wanted for it to come to this but what other choice do I have? Life is useless and it will always be. But I am so glad that my death will be published. I am so glad that even though no one cared when I was alive, everyone will care when I am dead.

I curse the day I was born. Why did my parents bring me into this world? I am angry but I am glad that I will be dead by the time you all read this. The world is full of charlatans who behave as if they are good people whereas they are not. I am angry at the world for treating me so bad. All I ever asked for was donations but no one ever cared. And so I have decided to end it all.

I am happy that this ending will be recorded and I will be given a recognition that will come and go as soon as you all read this. The universe has treated me badly but the universe will hear from for the last time.

I ask for good Samaritans to take care of my children because I have failed to. I ask for good people to ensure that my children receive a good education as I have failed them. I ask for the world to bless my children because I could not. I am weary of spirit and cannot take this suffering anymore. Please, take care of my children as they have not sinned against anyone against anyone. My continuing to live has not yielded anything for them but they may become future leaders, but I cannot cope anymore. I have tried my best and have failed and failed dismally.

My mother will cry for her son but the universe will not. My mother tried her best but that was all she could. Let her know that I loved and I am sorry for being such a coward but i need to rest. I simply cannot take this anymore. I am weary.

Please, I am not holding anyone to ransom. What is the use because I will be dead by the time you all read this.