And he said:

I lived a life that was full, with extreme folly yet with a shy grace.

For I paced much farther than most, quicker than a thunder's in the skies

Sadly, To me, the best games were dull; for I knew how to find my ace.

When one is rain, in the earth one is lost! Go now see the bliss in disguise!

Yet I knew God is within me, and I yearned to a home with the angelic race.
So!!! A miracle potion perhaps? Just a little dose! To see how things are in the divine eyes!

Yes, I surrender now; and know I can't just be! My Ferrari's engine just can't go at donkey's pace! I knew that I must pay the price at any cost---to reach my freedom, that love, and that greatest wise

Yes, I searched around me and I saw the fools, pretending life, and fearing their inner lies. I said: the hell with it, dust to dust, and heavens will understand my demise.

Yet Angels will welcome me with open arms, and say what a pretty face!
But if you ever can write a last post, to your prior self, do u have any advice?

I'll say : oh, dear lord!!! I looked everywhere, yet within me I did not dare!
Was so scary, that I do admit, and was so dark in there!
Now, I see it was simply the night, and if I have waited for the darkness to pass,
I would have seen the light. But my colour black carried so many cries!
Something had to give, someone had to die.

But to answer your question, do I REGRET my dust, so soon, rising to thy?
I shall say, hell no! Just throw my ashes to the sea. I lived enough, and all what I had to be. Now I am truly free, and I am talking to God in a paradise!!


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