I am writing this with tears in my eyes and they are not tears of happiness but sadness and misery for my children who will not grow up with their father. The question you may ask is ‘why can’t I find myself a job’? The answer is simple. I have tried everything that I possibly could to generate an income. I have begged, written books, woke up in the morning to go and find work, petitioned, ask for prayers and everything that is possible except for stealing and robbing. I will never steal or rob anyone for money. I have tried to be decent and ascetic as much as I can.

I have been stretched to the limits but I held on, never losing my faith in God and Jesus Christ. I kept going hoping that God will hear my prayers, sure He does. Asking for donations was an epiphany, I guess, because I just decided that maybe God would like me to do just that. But no, that was not to be. God did not want me to do that, or am I wrong?

My children do not have a roof over their heads, they do not have food. They do not have clothes. They go hungry to school. They cry everyday for food. I scavenge to give them bread and they take their bread with water and the stool just float in the toilet because it is very light. Asking for donations is a honourable way of speaking to God to help, is it not so? I mean how can God know that I am suffering if I do not ask?

I was going to take my life earlier but decided against it because I know that somewhere out there good people exist. Somewhere out there someone else cares. Although I will never find a cure for my disease at least I will find comfort in the knowledge that God lives and He lives amongst us and He lives within all of us. All I ask from you is to donate for me at http://gogetfunding.com/project/please-help-3 as well as http://www.gofundme.com/2sdanc.

Please, if you cannot do it for me then do it for my children. I humble myself before you all. I beg you all. I am not emotionally blackmailing you about helping my children but at least if you cannot do it for me, please do it for them. I ask you, I beg you, I plead with you, I humble myself. Let them have a decent meal tonight. Let them taste your kindness. Let them know that we are not alone, that there are caring people out there. Please donate for me at http://gogetfunding.com/project/please-help-3 as well as http://www.gofundme.com/2sdanc, please I submit myself to your mercy and love. Please help your own humankind in need I beg you, please.